Narva winced as the needle hit a swollen nerve and sent
stinging pain through his arm. With a less than gentle pull, he gave himself
more pain and removed the injector. Why did these physicians have to prescribe
medication from injection?
Frustrated, he threw the syringe to the ground. He did not
care how much protein he needed injected into his body; he would not bother the
same painful needle again that night! Kicking the syringe into a corner, he
gathered a few things together and stepped out into the darkened street.
The residential through-way, usually a bustle of pedestrians
and illegal merchandizing, was now almost empty save a few night-lurking guards
who merely glanced at Narva's figure silhouetted by the dim Netopian moon. As
he walked on, these too disappeared from view as they walked their beats. He
was alone with the world.
Narva quickened his pace, leaving the residential area behind
him in the gloom of night. Why was he Now the terrain was noticeably rougher, as
the formerly scanty brush became more dense and thick in nature. An occasional
tree sprouted out of rock clefts, their scraggly leaves hanging loosely from
the fatigued branches.
He ceased his running. Surrounding him were the ruins of a
former industrial factory, and though it was hard to tell quite how old it was,
the absence of trees testified that it was less than thirty years since its
demise.
As Narva walked through the maze of large concrete chunks
and broken glass, thoughts and memories shot through his head, breaking his
tranquility with every blow. He saw a middle-aged man opening the door and a
little boy running up to greet him with open arms. The house was lavishly
furnished with rich fabrics and electrum-crystal windows that glistened in the
sun.
He also saw a large, industrial narcotics factory; one of
the largest and most productive in the province. That same man was sitting in a
conference room, asking advice from his assistants on an important financial
issue. Outside, the machinery screeched and bellowed, producing the addictive
drugs that gave the company its success.
The thoughts shifted deeper, darker, to pictures he had
hidden deep in the chests of his memory under lock and key, never to be seen
again. Thoughts so painful and so unearthly, resembling the creations of a
demonic nightmare rather than a young boy's everyday life. And yet, at the
sight of this landmark from the past, unleashed themselves so willingly to be
seen yet again.
A group of rebels, each armed with weapons and explosives,
entering the conference room. The lead rebel, demanding the end of the
business; the founder stoutly refusing and ordering them out.
The memories grew worse, pushing out all remnants of the
happy thoughts before. The lead rebel advancing, pushing the man's small son to
the floor before brutally killing his father. Loud explosions deafened the
child as he watched the rebels murder the remaining employees or drive them
away in fright.
The final memory came of a child, clothes stained with the
blood of his father's employees, running home crying. Alone. A wayward,
unwanted tear forced its way from the hardened eyes, the precursor of a flood.
Stubborn, he fast-forwarded ten years later.
Searching for meaning, the former child helped raise a
dictator to power, only to be ignored after all the effort and time expended.
Broken down and rejected, the young man determined to find the rebels who
killed his father. Connections in a crime network led him to the culpable
parties: a rebel group who followed some superstitious belief about an unseen reality.
Weeks later, the young man heard a report of several
citizens who mysteriously met their demise. It came as no surprise: he had
killed them himself. Avenging himself on the ones who killed his father was the
only relief he could find for the empty spot in his heart-
Narva stiffened, dashing the thoughts from his head. What of
it? He didn’t know the individual in his memories; a foreign, weak figure that
did not resemble him at all. He was a strong, fearless crime lord, the material
of legend. Emotions were to be conquered, not indulged.
Drawing up to full height, he gazed at the wreckage, forcing
away the faint remaining tears. What was this to him? It was a mere coincidence
from the past, a stepping-stone in his life; they had killed, and he had killed
in return. Besides acting as a landmark, it had no other meaning to him.
I am invincible, Narva told himself resolutely. I do not
care for joy or weeping, laughter or distress. I am above emotions, above life,
above everything. This world is nothing to me, a being with no limit. Death is
simply stepping out of one car and into another. I am all and in all; nothing
surpasses me.
For a few more moments the stubborn Netopian gazed at his
father’s graveyard, contemplating the past. Finally he turned and proceeded
back to his lodgings.
*****
It was one thing to read of an isolated people that glowed
with light; simply a matter of locating the book and reading the passage. It
was quite another to find them.
As determined as a small boy can be, that determination
cannot enhance the endurance of the body except when stimulated by non-physical
forces, and thus proved the case with Reshnu. Though driven by a passionate
longing to save the message of his savior, he could not eat the passion, nor
drink it. It could not turn to energy and give him strength, or add length to
his legs and arms. It was, in a matter of speaking, simply a driving force and
destination to reach.
As Narva gazed at the ruins of his father’s factory, and
Inusha reluctantly followed Ehoti to the palace, Reshnu struggled along the
rough terrain, thinking of the man that saved his life. Did he formerly live
with this glowing tribe? Perhaps he even had family and relatives there; Reshnu
suddenly could imagine saying the name "Lova" and every glowing being
stopping in their tracks, intently focusing on him.
As Reshnu optimistically fixed his mind on this thought, he looked
up. Every pleasant thought gave way to his sinking heart as the voyager gazed
apprehensively into the immense forest.
It was not an appealing sight. Though the forest was thick
with skinny trees, barely any of them were alive, a result of Netopia’s
pollution and atmospheric depletion. Any earthen floor that might have existed
was now a disgusting sand-mud mixture, slightly dry after a minor drought.
And in the midst of the repulsive mess sat a full-sized
statue of a man; at least, what appeared to be a statue. It did not move, its
face frozen in an eerie smile with an outreached hand, as if it was begging
someone to come near.
One glance at the statue sent a chill down Reshnu’s spine.
It was foreign to him, but something deep inside warned him that all was not
right with this statue, if indeed it was one.
The monster could have been frozen in a block of ice and not
appeared more inanimate. The chest did not heave a single breath, the
unblinking eyes, for all intents and purposes, unmoving.
But the creature did move, though a slight movement, one even
the most practiced sleuth would have difficulty noticing. As Reshnu walked
away, a pair of eyes jerkily followed his path until he disappeared into the
underbrush.
*****
Reshnu continued his trek across the forest until night
began to fall, forcing him to halt the progress he had made. It had been
without incident, at least from Reshnu’s perspective, and somewhat reassured
his original fears of the forest. After all, a dead and abandoned forest did
not call for sudden fear, right?
He had started a small fire, using a pocket-sized starter
his mother had given him for his sixth birthday. Now, as the fourth day since
his departure dawned, Reshnu started to feel the pangs of homesickness that
early zeal had pushed away. How long would it be before he was able to return?
He might never know.
Was it foolish to start this journey without her consent?
Maybe he had involved himself far deeper in this quest for the message than he
should have. It could end up a futile effort, or he might be killed by some
vicious wood monster. He might-
Reshnu stopped, listening to the sounds of the wood. At
first he noticed nothing unusual in the audioscape of the wood. There was a
slight snap as some small animal – or something not as small; stepped on a
twig. Was it simply a small animal, or else – of course. It couldn’t be
anything else.
Reshnu jumped to his feet, his body shaking in fear. For
there out of the forest stared two pale eyes, ornamented with a smiling
complexion. Horrified, Reshnu realized that the statue had followed him, and
now was going to kill him.
If he had any doubts before, he absolutely had enough now to
give up his quest. Frantically collecting his few valuables, he dashed down the
path he had progressed that day, feverishly hoping that somehow he could outrun
the monster on his tail.
The pair of eyes followed Reshnu’s fleeing figure until he
vanished into the murky depths of the forest. Reshnu had good cause for fear;
no sane person could view a Vehimar and not be struck with the terrible,
awesome fear it provoked.
But what Reshnu didn’t know is that he had never been
followed; the Vehimar that watched the boy escape the scene was not the one
that greeted him at the beginning of his forest journey. There were not two
Vehimar stalking his tracks.
There were twenty of them.
*****
The aged being stepped out onto the balcony, sighing
contentedly as a cool night breeze drifted across the village. The Veti did not
require much sleep to provide them energy, but tonight was too agreeable to
even take the accustomed slumber. With a light-hearted stride, unusual for one
of his age, Yive descended the steps and proceeded to the garden.
As he walked through the extensive array of flora and trees,
his pale glow shimmered on the vegetation. Yive wondered what the rest of
Netopia was like now. Over twenty years it had been since they broke off
connections and isolated themselves from the rest of the world, primarily
because of how corrupted the world had become.
But what was the corruption like now, after ten years of
that horrible tyrant polluting the political landscape? Was it to the point that the government now
did experiment on their prisoners? Did the population still have rights? How
many innocent citizens had been murdered in attempts to gain power?
"Be in the world, but not of it"; Yive could not
understand the idea. Once one knew the truth, and the brain-dead body found new
life, how could they continue living in the world? Why did the brain-life not
fully raise the body, bringing them from the shallow illusion at once?
He had tried to submit for a short time, but his opinionated
ideology, though self-imagined with little basis for belief, would always come
to clash with everything everyone else did, said, or lived for. And once
like-minded Netopians started to follow his lead, he gave up spreading the
truth in Netopia.
Now they lived in peace and solitude, with their own culture
and traditions the only ideology existing in the community. And that is how
Yive wanted it; free from the painful, self-reducing task of telling brain-dead
Netopians about the truth they did not want to hear. The tribe was happy and
content; he asked for no more.
As Yive mused over the past decisions of the tribe, two
shadowy figures watched him from the secrecy of the garden wall. A camera
clicked; his picture secured for future reference, as one of the spies took
down snatches of Yive's audible thoughts.
It had been one of the government's special projects for
many years, to annihilate all who might stand against the dictator's reign;
mostly a successful project. The media had been carefully led away from the
truth as more and more of the glowing citizens disappeared to the
experimentation facilities. But some had slipped from their grasp. Had.
Slipping their equipment into their packs, they hurried into
the darkness toward the waiting aircraft, leaving the unsuspecting Veti in his
quiet reverie, enjoying his final night of peace.
*****
The guard sank to the ground as Ehoti pocketed the zapper
and motioned to Inusha, who reluctantly followed him through the door into the
narrow passageway.
"He isn't-"
"No, he's not." Ehoti closed the door behind them,
securing the electronic latch with the stolen swipe card. "Possibly a
mistake; he'll eventually wake up and rose an alarm. Where are we?"
Inusha consulted the palace floor plan, illuminating the map
with a small pocket light. "We just exited one of the underground tunnels
into an emergency exit route; the type they use for fire escapes. So if this
blueprint is correct-" He looked up at Ehoti.
"What?"
"We will reach the end in about four hundred feet and
enter the guard security checkpoint; where every guard entering the palace is
examined for security clearance."
"That is all?" Ehoti laughed. "I thought we
were heading to instant doom from the tone of your voice!"
"Aren't we though?" Inusha sighed, putting the
floor plan back in his pocket. "The only way we can get through the
checkpoint is by killing the guards, which will raise the alarm and make us a
group of murderous fiends. Fiends, Ehoti; only fiends would murder the innocent
in an attempt to murder those who are not."
Ehoti suddenly stopped walking, fumbling in his pocket for
the swipe card. Inusha continued to protest. "We can’t do it, Ehoti.
Killing the innocent for the truth is too much! The dictator is different;
he-"
"Inusha, this card!"
"Yes, what of it?"
"This card has full security clearance to the palace!
We can enter using this!"
"But the picture-"
"There is no picture, Inusha. It is a newly issued
card, possibly a replacement of an existing one." Ehoti placed it back in
his pocket and looked down the passageway to the door. "You've simply lost
yours; I'll vouch for you."
"But we look nothing like the militia. They will never
fall for the ruse!"
"It is a chance we have to take – our only chance in
fact." Ehoti tightened his pack and motioned to Inusha. "Let's hurry;
Gerate and the other will arrive soon."
*****
Areola stiffened as a knock sounded at his door,
interrupting the doctor's report. Who would need them at such an indecent hour
of night?
"Areola? Are you awake?"
Areola sighed, turning to the doctor apologetically.
"It's Beru; I promised to talk to him about some of the new additions to
the rulebook. Come in, Beru!"
But it was not Beru who stood at the door awaiting Areola's
welcome. Or if it was, it was a ghastly distorted figure resembling a ghost of
a man rather an actual Netopian. He stumbled into the room as the doctor opened
the door, falling full length upon the floor.
"Beru!" Areola stooped down, lifting the prostrate
guard's head to rest on his knee. "Whatever is the matter?" The
sickly guard looked up, face wreathed in fear.
"I'm infected, Areola; infected with the same sickness
that everyone else has."
"Are you absolutely sure?"
"Absolutely – it happened a few hours ago." Beru
began intensely coughing, his bulky frame shaking like a derailed freight
train. Forcing himself to hold still, he swallowed violently and struggled on. "I had just left the sick room, checking
on the patients. I remember something moving behind me, a sound somewhat like
footsteps.
There was this irresistible urge to give in to something; I
don't know what it was. I could not hold back – it seemed to wreath my entire
being with passionate desire. It felt so right, this feeling. And I gave in
almost instantly. And almost instantly things changed. At first I did not
notice much; simply a bad taste in my mouth, the taste of something rotting.
Then I felt dizzy and confused. Life started to blur as I
walked back to my room. I didn't know who I was, what I was doing, and felt
like I wanted to rush outside and throw myself over the railing, ending it all
in one brief moment of pain."
Beru looked pleadingly at Areola, his eyes begging for
understanding. "But these were not my thoughts; I did not want to kill
myself. I wanted so desperately to stay alive; to live as I did. I feel so
miserable!"
The doctor shook his head sadly. "Beru, you know we
have no cure for this. We will have to-"
"No, please! I don't want to be tied up, constrained
with the rest of the patients! I don't want to be like them, so full of lunacy
and confusion! I want to be free!"
"But you cannot, Beru. Once the disease takes its
course, you will, by the example of everyone else, go insane-"
"Don't, please! I am so-" Beru began to scream,
the repulsive sound grating on Areola's ears. "Do not take me back
there!" He stiffened as the doctor rose from his chair.
"Come, friend; we might possibly be able to find a
cure, a possible way to resolve-"
"NO!" Beru jumped to his feet, blindly slapping
the doctor. "I WILL NOT BE DETAINED! I WILL NOT GO BACK THERE AND BE TIED!
I WILL NOT-" Beru stopped midsentence as the zapper crumpled him to the
floor.
The doctor sighed. "Thank you Areola; the situation was
getting risky. That is another down, making a total of seven."
Seven out of twelve, in less than a week. As Beru's
prostrate form was dragged from the room to the patient ward, Areola wondered
how many days it would be before he was infected as well, slave to the
unconquerable disease. Five? Two?
However it was, they were doomed for utter destruction, and
it had only been five days.
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